I wanna write a book.

I have been looking at the vast amount of dvds my dad bought and looking through the special features of movies that interests me. Had a good look at Transformers behind the scenes and I think I appreciate more in how the film is constructed. Awaiting for my treatment to come, in the mean time I guess I’ll start to write a lot and I’ll probably lock myself up in the holidays to experiment and concentrate on writing, brainstorming, getting into the right mood, dark, humor, dark humor maybe.

I always procrastinate and not do any stuff except play during the holidays, well i used to work but I guess I wanna stay indoors more until my treatments done. I think I’m all set for my holidays. Experimenting some video footage, writing all day and work out when taking breaks. I need to come up with a schedule to motivate myself I guess. What is most important to me now probably is expanding and getting myself in the right mind of the film and writing medium. I don’t want people to laugh at my ambitions, although i do laugh at myself for being that ambitious haha. But I will do it, I just have this feeling that I will, but i hope its not gonna be some Mcbeth tragedy.

Hope my bros will plan a trip in the end of their yr 3 as they are going to the army soon after. I’d love to get out at the end of my yr 2 and have fun with them. Fun, studies and family is what I always have in mind, they are like my family too because over the years we have bonded so closely and I’ll nvr want that to end albeit we all will be chasing our own dreams. They are the greatest people I’ve ever met and sometimes when I’m doing computer graphics in the room with my class mates, I jus don’t feel right or at home, I think of my bros and how i wish they were all here having laughs and fun with me. With them I always feel happy although sometimes I do have the dull face, but inside i’m happy. I am myself. In front of my other mates I have to act like someone else, it makes me feel uncomfortable. Maybe now I jus wanna be myself, click with people I can click with and not try to please other people. I feel so happy just typing all these out. God speed to me.

Hope all my bros and friends do well in their tests, and bros, comeon man no more 2.5s haha or 2. Get a 3! luck for the youth cup man, heart is with you guys.

On the 19th and 20th

My email & msn has been giving me loads of problems lately, and i actually created a new one and added a few ppl but halfway thru adding it worked again, so ppl, I’m still using kenneth_8_14@hotmail.com, not the new one, so send me mails by this adress still. Thanks! Technology suck sometimes.

Anyway, yesterday I went to support my team, the WRS alumni and boy oh boy, we won combined school by 10+ points! It was hell of a game, everyone was terrific! Watching you guys play makes me really feel the thrill. Although I’m not playing anymore, but I’m a huge huge fan, hope to catch some of the core matches in the 2nd round. I feel the Joy of winning like you guys too, keep up the good work guys and always listen to Mr Lim. (:

After that we went for supper and we were remeniscing all the memories we had in WRS, those playing days were terrific. Haha EH and ZF’s reactions to some stuff were really funny. Nvm, we’re all poker faces.It was a great night.

On the 15th and 16th.

WordPress makes blogging easier. Finished the shoot yesterday, hell of a tiring day it was. My group is doing on a scene from the film titled memento, I thought it was pretty okay, messing around with lights.

And I tried alot of useless lightings but I picked up alot from this experience which is great for me, although right now I’d rather sit down in an air con-ed room doing design, animations, scripting or editing. Sounds lazy which very much appeals to me (:

Caught drag me to hell with Alan and Cheryl. I went partly because I heard it was great and partly because I wanted to watch Alison Lohman! (she’s cute) Anw, both were terrific turn outs plus the film was pretty hilarious at some points. It’s bloody good horror flick. I’m not even the slightest fan of horror films. I fear to see some terrifying old lady or etc filling the big screen coupled with mind blowing soundeffects. Alan’s a wuss seriously, haha constantly bugging me to acc him to the toilet. And I suspect he’s pretty scared of keeping the tickets.

I wish that WRS can win on fri, we might get disrespected, we might need to chase them. But in us the will to win has never changed and I believe you guys will fight till the final buzzer sounds. My heart is with you guys man, I hope I’ll be there to support you guys. Rmb that we’re truly dangerous only when we play as a team. All the best.